my mind started wandering and my heart started running. i’m scared, im afraid, im terrified of what might be. i don’t know if i’m ready to fall back in and get battered and bruised all over again. how can i love when i’m afraid to fall? what if you don’t need me as much as you think you do? what if we never love the way we are supposed to? what if you never love me the same anymore? what if the next time i fall and i’m not able to be as strong now and get back up?
