my mind started wandering and my heart started running. i’m scared, im afraid, im terrified of what might be. i don’t know if i’m ready to fall back in and get battered and bruised all over again. how can i love when i’m afraid to fall? what if you don’t need me as much as you think you do? what if we never love the way we are supposed to? what if you never love me the same anymore? what if the next time i fall and i’m not able to be as strong now and get back up?
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i think we were both just waiting for a reason, and now that we found a reason, we just put the blame on it. it’s easier to go that way when exhaustion eats you up and spits you out. there’s so much i want to tell you but words can no longer express neither do i have the courage to speak up. i am weak but i’ve been keeping myself together. back to where i never want to be, drinking the days away and hoping that that will keep me busy and i will never have to be alone. i didnt shed a tear, i didnt feel much, i was numb and im glad i feel this way. i know the pain will hit me eventually and i am preparing myself to fight the battle, it will be one hell of a fight but i will not succumb to what i know will hurt me. i think when this starts to slowly fade out we will find ourselves smiling at the thought that this was for the best and we would be finally happy. truth is, we fought hard, but sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.
“when you’re too in love to let it go but if you never try you’ll never know.”
Told myself that you were right for me, but felt so lonely in your company.
OMG HER BOOBIES WANT TO HOW BIG
HAHAH. This reminds me of..